right now,
the world is spinning, but i am still
right now,
you are partying , but i am crying alone.
right now,
people are celebrating , and laughing in mocking joy as they pat each other on their backs in commeration of the victories , but not me..
right now,
i am planning
i am fighting
alone , yes
unarmed , yes
against insurmountable odds , yes
an up hill challenge
a hard place ..
pressure welling up inside of me...
i need to tell someone..
something anything
but there is no one on my side ...
for i am alone..
i am a one man army , bent and twisted
against my will...
fighting for what i stand for , not just to survive , but to live..
i live life ont for the sake of living it , but because i believe i have a purpose
i believe that i was created to accomplish something no matter what .
i will prove my worth
each step is now a long jump
i fail onli to make myself stronger
watch out future , here i come