to him to find her, to tell her i love her, and im sorry

i do not love those of whom judge me, by what they see.
i do not love those who show off to me.
i do not love those who can manipulate me.
i do not wish of love,
i do not dream of its power.
it is a well polished trophy,
useless.
its all the same...
it will always be ..
what starts with sin of lust..
how those people make it sound so ..
majestic..
no.
i do not love...
those who do not love me back.
if you want me..
you can take the second step...
cus my staircase has no first step...
if you wish to dive..
do not try to resurface..
there is no air....
i do not love....

for my love so far away has found her man , and now i dead.
so to those who read of my tragic passing send her flowers,
walk her down the aisle.
walk her past the biten apple,
proven her lover with 5 loaves and 2 fishes.
and make sure she doesnt ever.
find out o\how i have ...
crashed , and incenerated...
so go forth now..
she is waiting...