avenging my past

on the altars of anti- christ ,
the priestress stole my heart and with it called out the devil in myself.
i watched as love decayed into lust ,
as generosity turned to gluttony.
i saw my life flash before my eyes,
the torture.
they do not know me.
they have never been tortured , tormented as i have.
dejected and abandoned , kicked around as if i were scum. no more.
i fight back . now.
astruse it might seem. but i am certain .
for i balieve.
i deserve better.
no more constraints.
no more phoeny sovereignty
.
this is a new era.
my era.
..
put me in a juxtaposition , next to the crystal sculptrure of my past.
i smash it to bits.
the fire in my heart , drives me.
i will avenge my past .
defeating my enemies with success ..
i say this unto my jailors.
watch out , i'm coming...