adrenaline

this is not the usual fight or flight reponse
this is way better then that.

you first see her ,
your face lights up ..
an involuntary smile washes the nonchalant gloom from your melanchlonic facade
ah

her eyes..
when you look into them
your heart skips a few beats
you hold your breath
and it is unlike the most beautiful mountain scenery in the world

your own eyes dilate,
to absorb every single detail of her flawless bodice
your breaths quicken,
to absorb even the most minute of her passion fruit shampoo
you hands are numb
you no longer feel as if you were standing ,
more like floating...

every word she says echoes through your head

you do not want to be in love with any one ..
this is no longer love
you want to be her
you want people to look at you the way you look at her

you are suddenly unaware of any movement around you..except for hers
every word that might have been screamed ... except for her whispers
every moment in time except for when you are with her..

that is my drug
that is what keeps my going through the toughest of all days
to protect her..
that is all that i want...
and i will stop at nothing to get...