eagerness

eagerness

ready to pounce....

no ...
keep your cool..
this is not up to you...
you mess this up , i'll mess you up...

you put on your masks....
creeping slowly....

keep your composure..
don't slouch...

there she is...

Rise

wave ..
stop smiling you fool..!
don't give yourself away....

ahhh....
fresh blood ....
ahhh...
the world dissapears behind her..
ahhh.....
adrenaline floods your head...
your pupils dilate...
your heart pumps at twice its speed
ahh...
the heightened sense of it all

chained by your education and nature
the beast inside you gnawls fruitlessly at what binds him
clawing the inside your gut...

yet your smile never falls ..
never fades

the torture.....
the pleasure...
ahh...