deal!

i promise myself now ....
i am betting my life for all of my desires and wishes..
i am betting .. wishing...
do well or die trying ...

oh i have a bad feeling about this..

eagerness

eagerness

ready to pounce....

no ...
keep your cool..
this is not up to you...
you mess this up , i'll mess you up...

you put on your masks....
creeping slowly....

keep your composure..
don't slouch...

there she is...

Rise

wave ..
stop smiling you fool..!
don't give yourself away....

ahhh....
fresh blood ....
ahhh...
the world dissapears behind her..
ahhh.....
adrenaline floods your head...
your pupils dilate...
your heart pumps at twice its speed
ahh...
the heightened sense of it all

chained by your education and nature
the beast inside you gnawls fruitlessly at what binds him
clawing the inside your gut...

yet your smile never falls ..
never fades

the torture.....
the pleasure...
ahh...

just like a battery

like the poles of a battery
your scent and face would drive me
a wave of emotions sweep over me.
flowing on with the rest of the Es
moving fast through the conductors...
you help me get along even in times of insulators and resistors
just like a battery
keeping me warm ..
lighting me up..
making me move
you are the charge of my life ...
thus i move only for you...
just like a battery..

Run ! away from her

she is a demon
rolling of her elongated fangs, blood of her kills
she charges mindlessly at anyone...
leader of the hordes of undead ...
"run now my love .....there will be a day by which we will meet"

" NEVER!.... you are nothing but a sex- crazed maniac ...
get away from me " - i screamed as i took your hand and ran....

run .. faster .. longer ....

a sinister laughter ripped through the air behind us....
no ....

i will not lose you too.....the virus will not infect you too...

looking you dead in the eye , i think to myself ...
who am i fighting against ?

HER! ofcourse...

no... i am but fighting with myself ....
i am .....

no ... this one is different she is my cure as i am hers'
i promise ... this one is different .. unlike anything i've ever encountered

she is my glass as i am her wine...

as we ran ...
thoughts were fired within my head ...
we are ...

faster .. stronger.. smarter...

we will beat this ...
warmth fills me from within..
her smile .. so beautiful in the rising morning sun

this is where i belong .. for us...
for eternity

a typical day - racing on...

this world oh so cold ...
i need to feel you on my skin..
this world oh so dark..
take my hand and guide me to heaven ....
lungs burning ...
need air ...
breathing down each others' necks
..
you , me , the whole world ....
racing on wards
....
fire freezes, cold as the flames of ice
like tantacles ....
gnawings is way towards us...

parry...
stab...
slash...

backed up against the wall
retreating...

help us would you not?

anxious waiting...
just as my scatterred thoughts...
who'll be there ?

25 minutes

After some time I´ve
finally made up my mind
she is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I´m searching everywhere to find her again
to tell her I love her
and I´m sorry ´bout the things I´ve done
I find her standing in
front of the church
the only place in town where I didn´t search
She looks so happy in her white and blue dress
but she´s crying while she´s saying this

Boy I´ve missed your kisses all the time but this is
25 minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I´m sorry your are
25 minutes too late

Against the wind I´m going home again
wishing me back to the time when we were more than friends
But still I see her in
front of the church
the only place in town where I didn´t search
She looked so happy in her white and blue dress
but she's crying while she was saying this

Boy I´ve missed your kisses all the time but this is
25 minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I´m sorry your are
25 minutes too late
Out in the streets
places where hungry hearts have nothing to eat
inside my head
still I can hear the words she said

Boy I´ve missed your kisses all the time but this is
25 minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I´m sorry your are
25 minutes too late
I can still hear her
say.......

dark figures

oh the darkness
over whelming darkness...
the misery .. the pain...
can you see it the way i do ..
liveless corpses doing what they must ...
to feed ... to make more of themselves...
robots....
cruelty floods the sky above us while jealousy plagues our drinking waters ...
where are the makers?
those of whom gave us life ..
those of whom gave us faith
those of whom told us to wait?

lies ? how can i doubt the makers?
how can i doubt the facts ...

where was the prophecised love ..
she of whom would rid me of my pain...
she of whom would add colour to this world..
she of whom would influence me in ways noone else can..

pain ..

darkness overwhelms me again ...

i turn around ..
what is that?,
i ask ..

bright light unlike any i've seen before ..
i look back at my gloom and darkening world...
it is merely my shadow now ...
darkening only because the light is appraching me..
ohh so bright
ohh so bright